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Monday, November 21, 2011

Getting Dizzy~

It's been 3 days on a row staying up all night..
Finishing the 'unfinished' assignments..
having only 4 hours sleeping getting me piss off easily..
the headache isn't helping me at all..


my Apology to those who I had ignored..
prefer to kept myself silent rather cursing people...

bye~

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Home vs Hell?? what the..??


Well this is basically my home at the moment. I learnt most things in my life here.
This place where I started thinking twice..
Place where I grew up too much, and learnt thing I shouldn't have learnt..
Place that's making me not to believe in people that surround me..
Place where I thought I've lost my trust, but I gain strength and learnt there's still hope..
 It's my home and hell..
Bittersweets, it's all here..
and I know, I won't be here forever..
Like some people says, love won't last forever, I need to leave this place..
somewhere, somehow,...

Monday, November 14, 2011

me ❤ my friends

Finally, I got on my real vacation with my beloved friends. We enjoy ourself like nothing else matter in this world. This weekend was like gaining me strength or recharging me from the heavy loads recently, though the loads haven't to seems going yet. The vacation is not what I would rather to speak about. What I wanted to emphasize here is that the moment I spare with my friends.
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Friends, is just only a word for someone who just read the word. But for me, it gives thousand of meanings. It comes almost after my family. They give me strength when it's needed. True friends are hard to resist. That's why I love them the most. 

My friend used to tell me that her friend before was a backstabber. Well for me, that friend of her does not even deserved the title 'friend' at all. She should just go to some place where no people exist. Real human being needs friends to live. Not just to live I mean, but to get alive. 

Start to appreciate your friends now, even for tiny things she did, cause they love you and by show your gratitude towards them is the way you show them your love~