my passions

This entry is about something more serious out of me..
My passions. those crazy thing people might say it's worthless doing it..
I still remember when I was still in the primary and secondary school..
My passion on that time were painting, singing, playing musical instruments and many more..
I did all that without any worries like nothing else matter..
Now, I thought I was happy with my life, but the real thing is that I'm not.
I'm not enjoying myself at all. My childhood life was full of colors..
And as I grew older it's getting darker..
My passions were gone..
I'm dull, nerd and I can't be creative...
I just don't know why..

Really needs some time just to move a little bit backward~

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freedom = missing someone you love

hi..

March almost end and besides those tonnes of assignments, I still have time to wrote this crap..
Its almost 4 year I've been away from my family, including the semester breaks to be exact..

That's means I've been free about almost in that duration of time. I've never thought that freedom turn out to be missing someone you love. Shame on me!

There's lots of things left unspoken, forgot to tell them how much I've been missing them.

Everything sort of jumble up these days. Nothing much I can do. Anxiously waiting for April to come, cause it's that another semester breaks is coming. May I'm going for teaching practical. Graduation on October.

Can't wait for that.

Fairy Tales

I'm still in shock. Waking up this morning I see tonnes of cars and reporters surround my house. Seriously I'm clueless. My mom said there's someone I have to see. A lovely husband and wife.

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My whole body still shaking.. I couldn't even speak a word. I've been told that I'm from the royal family. They will be taken me away from my family. I've never thought that I'm a princess, seriously, who would have thought about it? My mom have never told me before. Every day is such a wonderful day. I'm in luxury..

heyy!! I'm Prince Frog~

Yet the best part is I will get married to a prince. Handsome one. Awesome. I wonder how cute our baby will be.

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Done reading?? What were you thinking? I'm a princess?? ya in fantasy. It's reality. Not even fiction story.No one get up from bed and find him/herself a prince/princess.

you'll remained frog if you are born as frog, 

ugly one!!

Wake up. Go to work, class or something worth it.. Stop dreaming, even in your sleep (if you can even control it)..

Luck won't come to you, unless you search for it. Face the fact  change and chase for your luck. No one will help you. They even laugh if you fall. You should get up and clean you own ass.

Life is like eating. Sometimes it sour, sweet, bitter, salty..But when all the taste mixed up together, it's just perfect. Perfect life is not necessarily good, but a good life is perfect~ 

HEALED

It's Thursday..Few days past by and my anger gone..
Lucky me I didn't do something stupid..
Well you know how stupid people can be when they are mad..
Thanks to this blog, and Twitter..
I manage to channel my anger somewhere else, thank God..
and thanks to my friends who's bare listening to my curse~

Tryin' Keeping My Head up

I've been hard to reach..I've been too long on my own..

Thing that never pleasant kept happening.. well I had no one to blame, when when I start blaming, it always end up blaming the person that I love. For now, I need to keep myself strong no matter what. People take blame.. Now it's my turn. No one knows me, except God. I'm not even a good slave, but He always with me..

Be  in my shoes, just to see what is like to be me, I'll be you, let's trade shoes..

Let them be them. I'm not them. Just Let ignorant  pretend  to  be one, because it's too hard to make them listen and understand..Shame on them..

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Settled things up instead of grieving somethings I shouldn't.. Better be this way :)

I love you mother and father

NOSY II

Dear Nosy people,

I don't even know what to say. You are such a pain in my ass. You know you can't do it, even the whole world know it, then why you have to show off that you can??

You don't even do your work..and because of you my marks deducted..and what make things worst? Things that you called 'editing' delete the important part of the slide? what the f***?? the best part the lecturer ask for it and then we realize you've cut it out...What a shame to have you on my group..

I gave you the easiest task in the world and you can't even make time to deal with it.. seriously..what are you??

No wonder no one wants you..you're such a jerk..